8.30.2009

Blossoming

If you haven't read the previous post, read it first.

God is real, alive, and changing lives. Oh how I long for everyone who reads this to be a part of something so beautiful!
This is Lucy's take on the week away last week. My heart skips every time I think about it.

From: Lucy Fishenden
Date: Sun, Aug 30, 2009 at 3:03 PM
Subject: GOD IS AMAZING!!!!!!!


So last week we went off to Dorset camping with 10 teenagers from the estate. After lots of prayer and support from friends the week came together - actually the easiest thing I have ever organised! God was amazing and had given me several visions whilst prayer walking the estate which he then confirmed with scripture that totally blew my mind and left me in a state of complete confidence this was his will. He showed me specific passages to look at during the week and the activities for the week looked such fun - praise God for his hand in EVERYTHING! It was probably the most exciting and fun holiday I have ever had with them and the atmosphere was constantly one of humour, unity, kindness and love for one another - God showed up!!!

To begin with we looked over all their points written down from previous discussions about what they would like this to look like so they really felt heard, valued and empowered that this would be theirs not anyone else's. Twice a day before eating together we had a session which was a bible passage, 5 questions and a discussion, each time with a different teenager leading. We started looking at what Jesus had said before he left his disciples and then moved on through the week to different bits in Acts - the right place to start as we were wondering what our expression of church would be - and it spoke to them so powerfully! I heard from a sermon just before I left "just hold Jesus up and He'll draw people to him" and as that happened it was the most exciting thing to watch. So freeing! They shared and discussed like I have never seen before, from the very first session Monday night too. It was amazing to watch as each person lead, shared and questioned how God was revealing himself to them and them to us - they are really incredible people!

The days were filled with horse riding (which they have been going on about for ages!), swimming in pool and sea, star gazing, night walks through woods, a water park, a day at Longleat, spontaneous river walking(!!!), BBQ's, picnic lunches, pub meals with pool tables and skittles and lots of laughter! It was living with each other for 5 days and sharing all the ups and downs with each person as we shared bits of our lives together. Because of the group that we took as leaders we could relax so much more, knowing they respected us and would be responsible together gave them so much more freedom and the trust given was out to them was returned. The relationships took on a whole new meaning. Some of them I have know for the whole three yrs of being at the estate and so now we really are beginning to feel like family which I just can't describe to you how wonderful that feels.

God moved in each of them so much during the week that even those who have not committed their lives to Jesus yet were close and those who had were really challenged by what they read in the bible about the commitment they had made and how it was not having an impact in their lives let alone other peoples. I heard some of them talking to each other too and they were really thinking deeply over it all.

Each session we prayed too, whether it was for each other or thanking God for who he was and his incredible creation that we were all enjoying so much. Another idea was to listen to God for a name for this group so I encouraged and prepared them a couple of days in advance and then on the last day we took a picnic onto a hill that has the best view of Dorset - it was quite spectacular. The only thing was the rain was seriously threatening! In youth language we 'firmed it' getting a bit wet but praying God would give us favour on our last day. We did our usual reading and discussing and then began to listen for a name. First there was a picture of a photo album which spoke of family, then a picture of birds flying on a formation of a sword, then a pillow that this group would be a place of physical and spiritual rest and safety and then one of the boys who has been furthest away said "I get the words the circle" and another said "what did you say?" He had the same words and you should have seen them all! So we asked God if there was anything else and one by one they owned "The Circle" giving reason after reason for it! Then one of the boys said look up and as we did we all laughed and gasped because what was a stormy rainy sky had become a complete circle of clear blue sky above us with all the clouds perfectly held back - if you drew a circle you would not have got closer to what we saw above us! It was phenomenal! So we decided we would claim Gods name for our group by standing up in a circle holding hands thanking him for the name, the sky, all our pictures, our time together and everything we could! As we stood their one of them laughed and said "there's twelve of us!" (one had stayed in the van having a slight strop so we decided to leave her their!!!) As we all looked at each other in this circle the joy was indescribably - God had spoken to them so powerfully and they were excited about him for the first time ever! Then we ate together and remembered all Jesus has done for us and after our last picnic we ran around like mad things rolling down the hill in utter excitement!

When I woke up at home the following day I checked facebook to see what they were all saying and I had been invited to this group!!!
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TheCircle

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Organizations - Religious Organizations


This is A Group For The People At THe Trust.
During Our Week Away At Dorset We Done Loads Of Fun Activites And CHilled Out N Relaxed With Each other.
we Had Talks About Our Religous Views And Gained Alot Out of them.

We Created the name THe Circle As God Has CHosen That For us. We Were Sitting In a Field and George Thought of circle for a strange reason. then there were hints.

We Were all in a circle
we were having out last picNic.(LAST SUPPER)
there Were 12 of us at the time(12 APOSTLES)
and we were in a circle of sunshine surrounded by clouds.

cant get any more real than that.

we plan to meet everyweek and have lil talks about whatever and everything.

i hope you all are interested and you will join.

On Behalf of The Circle And The Trust!
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Like he said "you can't get more real that that!" The whole thing is mind blowing - Praise God! Thank you for all your prayers, I hope you get excited reading this!

One thing is for sure though, the enemy will not like it - we will need even more prayer covering right now.

*Specifically for our physical safety - I am not sure why I feel that is so important but I do!
*Pray for all these seeds to be watered and protected from the destroyer
*Pray for unity, love, joy and a connectedness between us all
*Pray for further vision, clarity, wisdom as we move forward
*And for Gods Kingdom to come in our lives and then for us to have an impact on our society

I also want to cover it all in thanks continually! This is God's work, his moving, his doing and his GLORY. Thanks for being on this prayer list I value you all hugely. May you all be blessed and experience his goodness today!

Lots of love Lucy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

New Church

I don't know that I've ever been more excited about something than this. We seem to have stumbled into the path of God and I find myself watching this beautiful part of creation unfold with more beauty than a blossiming flower or newborn baby. I don't think my words can even begin to capture the excitement so I am posting a message from my friend who is deeper in the heart of this than I am.


From: Lucy Fishenden
Sent: Monday, August 17, 2009 2:18 PM
Subject: Another trip!

Dear All,

From some amazing conversations at and after Focus we are launching something that will be an expression of church with the young people. They say they want to start something different and come together to explore what church is for them. Church is boring and dull and they really do not want to go - but they do want to know this Jesus we keep speaking about! This is really exciting but pretty nerve wracking too, I feel I can't see a step further than I am taking right now! We would all love your prayers!

This is not just a another small group or mid-week gathering of youth and us to lead it, it's about being church with them all through the week. All through the years. The early Christians met daily, they shared their lives with one another and practiced what it really meant to be followers of Christ together. We want to practice with them. Doing life together praying about where we all put our tithe - our sacrifice, in the pot and pray where were it should go. What's in my fridge belongs to you. When one of them wants to talk till 4pm, you do it. Eating together and sharing ideas, stories, pain and laughter. Wrestling with God's word together and sharing it bravely with others at whatever cost to us.

I feel this is something precious and fragile and have seen what happens when you get it wrong. I have spent three years trying to do something like this and all groups have never really had any life in them. These young people are now saying they want to do something different, try church their style whatever that looks like - figuring it out together. Not us planting or superimposing what we know onto a new group or leading them to where we are or where we want or think they should be. And we are not their culture, we can try and get in it as much as possible and join in the journey but fundamentally we are participating in a glorious thing God is and will do. Our role is not to lead - we don't know where it is going! But to walk with them whilst they discover their expression of church within their culture and praying praying praying. Praying God would release his gifts wildly among them, praying for the leaders of the group to emerge, praying Jesus would dwell among us and teach us how to follow him together, praying we would see his kingdom come in our lives and in the lives of those around us, praying God would do the unimaginable within us - that he would set our hearts on fire for his cause and that love would flow crazily between us like the most incredible family ever seen. Praying this estate would catch that flame and be changed dramatically, radically and permanently. Sound familiar?!

This is life with these young people, we want them to know they fit into a body, that they are becoming part of that body - our disciples look pretty unusual too! They don't naturally fit into what we know of as church but they do fit into Church. Somewhere somehow there will be a connection - we are all the body. But for these rough, unique teenagers church is not appealing so we need to figure something out - Jesus did it. They will challenge what we think we know and they can take this somewhere we don't and can't.

I am hanging to God like nothing else right now - I don't know where this is or will go but I see where it could go and that is the vision - an army of young people passionately pursuing Jesus and transforming their own community. Please do pray for wisdom, bucket loads of it!

We launch this new idea with a holiday with 12 of them - funny that! We are going camping and doing all sorts of fun things. Do pray that it is a blessing and that God uses this to start us all off on the right track giving each of us a chance to explore our gifts and talents.

Any ideas, points, wisdom any of you may have I would LOVE to hear!

THANKYOU! Big blessings to you all x

Love Lucy xxx